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Jun. 15th, 2008 11:15 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
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A day to celebrate fatherhood, is it?
Maybe next time.
Private to Self//Unhackable
Dear Roxanne,
Still here. I'm sorry I haven't written. How long has it been, now? Months? I have to wonder if you've given me up for dead by now.
I wonder what you'll tell Connor and Murphy about what happened to me. Will you say I ran off with another woman? Will you tell them my bad decisions finally caught up to me in a back alley, and I'm weighted down in a river somewhere?
A train wreck. Train wrecks are good. A train wreck would explain why there's no body fit for them to see at the funeral... or would you even go to the trouble of arranging one? Would you just let my sons forget me, I wonder, without saying a word? Would they even ask you? Would they know better?
Veld has gone home, and I don't begrudge him that. You remember Veld, yes? Man with the scar.
Vincent. You would not know Vincent. He's also gone home but he returned, and...
I'm sure you'd find this amusing. He said the same thing to me that you did, but you know? He didn't use it as a threat. He said it because he couldn't help himself.
I didn't say it back, of course. I said it to you, but I was lying.
He's the only thing keeping me together. He'll be the only thing I'll regret about leaving this place.
He'd be the only reason I would stay.
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I have work to do.
Your loving husband, Alex
Private to Vincent//Unhackable
I won't inflict my company on you tonight, howabout. Don't worry. See you in the morning.
A day to celebrate fatherhood, is it?
Maybe next time.
Private to Self//Unhackable
Dear Roxanne,
Still here. I'm sorry I haven't written. How long has it been, now? Months? I have to wonder if you've given me up for dead by now.
I wonder what you'll tell Connor and Murphy about what happened to me. Will you say I ran off with another woman? Will you tell them my bad decisions finally caught up to me in a back alley, and I'm weighted down in a river somewhere?
A train wreck. Train wrecks are good. A train wreck would explain why there's no body fit for them to see at the funeral... or would you even go to the trouble of arranging one? Would you just let my sons forget me, I wonder, without saying a word? Would they even ask you? Would they know better?
Veld has gone home, and I don't begrudge him that. You remember Veld, yes? Man with the scar.
Vincent. You would not know Vincent. He's also gone home but he returned, and...
I'm sure you'd find this amusing. He said the same thing to me that you did, but you know? He didn't use it as a threat. He said it because he couldn't help himself.
I didn't say it back, of course. I said it to you, but I was lying.
He's the only thing keeping me together. He'll be the only thing I'll regret about leaving this place.
...
I have work to do.
Your loving husband, Alex
Private to Vincent//Unhackable
I won't inflict my company on you tonight, howabout. Don't worry. See you in the morning.
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Date: 2008-06-16 05:18 am (UTC)Private.
Date: 2008-06-16 05:23 am (UTC)...
...do you...?
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No. Nevermind.
Private.
Date: 2008-06-16 05:33 am (UTC)Private.
Date: 2008-06-16 05:36 am (UTC)What do you miss on Gaia? What would you go back to?
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Date: 2008-06-16 04:10 pm (UTC)